5/2

this notebook is too large to write in on a day to day basis

everything seems wrong — major mood swings — from everything looks great for the future etc to a profound desire to do nothing — working in the yard I think I should really not be doing this — probably I belong in a small city apartment — or a large old space that I can use as a studio and live in —
I don’t like Kim’s life style — I don’t like our life style

5/13

NEW YORK CITY
I should make some notes — I don’t react first hand — it’s more like an ambiance
listening to DJ Spooky — thought of music beats etc

looping
sampling — need to do at least one video tape

legs — dark skin

the rhythm of shoes — a nice lilting rhythm with some nice double clicks — an annoying horse like clog

a beautiful long leg with fancy tattoos

5/14

a nice visit with Sandy Gellis
a few galleries — walking Soho

an idea for small sculpture — non—objective
Netsuke like
possibly some jewelry